I'm at, not the lowest of the lows, but at another low, first big one in months, but I suppose it just means this one was overdue. I tend to hold onto my emotions for so long, that when I finally cannot just be content with my shortcomings every single thing bothers me, and I hate talking about it, because, well, I'm not going to talk about it, because, well, it unearths a past better left there. But as far as everything, I'm negative, I'm very, very negative, I'm spiteful, I'm suspicious, I'm terribly cynical. I haven't been able to draw anything I've liked in months. It's been frustrating. Me, me, me. I'm a little bitchy whiner, it's all about me, I haven't a care for another human being in the world. I wonder if there's a way to talk about one's self without constantly using I or me, without the hypothetical usage of "My friend", .. perhaps, "Your friend", people tend to like it when you make reference of them, and not "I", don't they?